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Hikmat Seribu Pedang pulang ke asal!!!

Pernah x anda menunggang motosikal dikala hujan lebat? Kelebatan hujan ini hanya bole digambarkan dengan kadar peratusan penglihatan anda selaku penunggang moto di jalan raya. Sekiranya penglihatan anda di jalan raya jatuh sehingga 40 peratus..(itu tandanya hujan sgt lebat)..Sekiranya kadar penglihatan anda jatuh sehingga 100 peratus (dengan erti kata lain, benda yg anda mampu nampak di jalan raya hanyalah meter motor anda) maka itu tandanya hujan adalah sangat,amat,gler,babi lebat..faham???

Nota ini bertujuan untuk memberi penerangan tentang keadaan seorang penunggang motor ketika saat2 keadaan hujan adalah seperti yg telah dijelaskan di atas. (dilarang meniru aksi ini sekiranya anda masih lg belum menguasai hikmat kebal loceng emas peringkat ke 13 dan juga Hikmat Prajna Telus Mata Peringkat Terakhir)..

Sewaktu aq tgh dlm perjalanan menghantar ae(academic exercise) aq kt dr burn..Tiba2 aq terasa aura sejuk menyusuk sehingga ke tulang sum2 ku. Mengikut firasat aq sewaktu berguru dahulu, itu tandanya hari akan hujan. Jd, nk dipendekkan cerita..tup2 hujan..maka aq pn berhenti la di tol NPE dengan harapan hujan akan berhenti dlm masa 30 minit lg. Tp setelah aq pas questionnaire kt penunggang2 moto lain yg berenti di situ, data nya aq kira, aq compile dan aq tafsirkan..dan keputusan nya menunjukkan bahawa hujan ini x kan berenti..(paling kurang pn dlm 1 jam lg)..Jadi aq pn nekad untuk meredah hujan..Setelah menghidupkan 'Chad' (btw ni nama moto aq, ex aq yg bg.)..aq pn meningkatkan kekuatan dalaman aq dan mengaktifkan hikmat kebal loceng emas peringkat pertama..Setelah 10 min menyusuri jalan raya, tiba2 aq terasa hujan semakin lebat sehingga memaksa aq meningkatkan hikmat kebal loceng emas aq ke pringkat ke 9..dan aq juga terpaksa mengaktifkan hikmat prajna telus mata peringkat ke 5 kerana susah untuk melihat..sambil menepuk2 'chad', aq berkata 'sabar ye chad,bole ni, kalu setakat hikmat hujan air batu ni, loceng emas aq masih mampu untuk bertahan..tp tiba2 hujan menjadi jadi jadi jadi jadi semakin lebat selebat Hikmat seribu pedang pulang ke asal..Maka aq pertingkatkan lg hikmat kebal loceng emas aq hingga peringkat terakhir iaitu 13 (jgn tanya kenapa 13 adalah peringkat terakhir dlm hikmat ni).

Rasa hujan yang menyebat tubuh ku adalah seperti ditikam tikam2 oleh seribu pedang dan aq x mampu untuk mengelaknya..tiba2..aq terasa seluar aq basah..baru aq teringat yg baju ujan aq bocor tang seluar..damnit..matila nk masuk fac basah2 mcm ni..waaaaaaaaa..tp aq tekad kan semangat..muka kental, hati batu..jgn malu..lalu aq pn redah jer pg fac..dh settle antar suma benda kt dr burn dlm keadaan basah, aq berlalu pulang..aq mampir di TESL Square..owh..ade beberape org awek kt situ..aq pn lalu jer la dpn dia..tup2 aq terdengar aweks2 tu comment..brader ni period dowh (seluar aq basah..babi diaorg perasan)..selamba hayam jer diaorg ckp mcm tuh..mentang2 la aq veteran..cissss..naseb diaorg x idup di zaman aq n izzat jer..kalu x dh lama settle (betul x izzat?) wakakaka..last2 aq balik..sampai umah...mandi n tido..n aq sumpah aq x nk jln dlm hujan lg..kesian kt aq n 'chad' :p..

Aku,hujan,terowong moto dan fakulti

Hari ni merupakan hari yang sungguh mencabar bagi aku. Bukan mencabar ape pun, cuma semasa aku dalam perjalanan menuju ke Shah Alam, tiba-tiba hujan turun dengan lebat. (Memang lebat sangat sampai visibility aku jatuh sehingga 50 meter sahaja.) Aku fikir adalah kurang waras sekiranya aku meneruskan perjalanan meredah hujan dalam keadaan motor aku yang serba kekurangan. Jadi aku pun membuat keputusan untuk berhenti sebentar di dalam terowong laluan motorsikal di Lebuh Raya Persekutuan.

Setelah mendapatkan 'port' yang baik, aku pun menanggalkan baju hujan untuk dikeringkan sambil menyalakan sebatang rokok untuk dihisap (ya,ya, aku tahu rokok membahayakan kesihatan). Kemudian mataku mula menular meneliti keadaan sekeliling di dalam terowong tersebut. Sedang aku melihat lantai, tiba-tiba mataku terpandang objek-objek kecil yang berada di atas lantai itu. Aku terkejut kerana objek-objek kecil itu adalah taburan paku-paku kecil yang aku rasa mampu untuk digunakan untuk memaku dan menyiapkan sebuah pondok kecil untuk orang berteduh ketika menunggu durian jatuh.

Hatiku berkata."Giler, ni paku ni ada kat sini sebab buruh-buruh yang buat terowong ini lupa nak sapu atau ini kerja orang-orang yang cuba mencari makan dengan menampal tayar motosikal yang pancit di tengah jalan?". Hishh! Bahaya sungguh. Nyaris tayar motorsikal aku nak kena paku. Kalau kena, mati la aku kat tengah jalan tuh. Dah la aku tidak cukup duit untuk menampal tayar kalau tiba-tiba bocor (untuk pengetahuan anda, kadar biasa untuk menampak tiub di bengkel moto adalah sebanyak RM10, tapi kalau anda menggunakan khidmat kutu tampal tayar ini, bayarannya akan meningkat sehingga 3 kali ganda iaitu sebanyak RM30).

Atas sebab ini lah aku tidak berapa gemar untuk menggunakan jalan motorsikal yang disediakan oleh pihak pengurusan Lebuh Raya Persekutuan kerana kebarangkalian untuk tayar motorsikal bocor akan meningkat sehingga ke 70 peratus angkara kutu-kutu tampal tayar ini menaburkan paku-paku kecil ditepi-tepi jalan. (Siut gle).

Ok,ok..kita sambung cerita aku tadi. Semasa aku tengah memikirkan betapa malangnya kalau sesiapa yang terkena paku-paku kecil itu, tiba-tiba aku terasa sejuk di celah kangkang aku. Setelah puas meraba kangkang sendiri, baru la aku sedar yang rupa-rupanya seluar aku basah sebab kena hujan. Jadi, aku pun cari la punca kenapa seluar aku tiba-tiba boleh basah padahal aku pakai baju dan seluar hujan. Rupa-rupanya, seluar hujan aku koyak. Cis, jadi, aku pun terus sibuk memikirkan macam mana aku nk keringkan seluar aku yang basah ini. (Dah la kesan basah itu betul-betul bole nampak sebab warna seluar jeans aku). Jadi, nak dipendekkan cerita, aku main belasah jer dengan seluar aku yang basah itu meredah masuk ke fakulti. (Nak hantar Akademik Exercise katanya).

Bersambung....

Lingkaran Kapur

'Lingkaran Kapur’ begins as an uprising takes place in Grusinia (a fictional historic country in the Caucasus). When Governor Abashvili is overthrown and beheaded, his wife, Natella, flees the new regime, leaving her infant son, Michael, behind. A palace kitchen maid, Grusha, steals the child away so that it would not fall into the hands of the new regime. Pursued by soldiers, Grusha undertakes a risky journey to carry the child to the other side of the mountains, where it will be safe, ‘adopting’ the child in the process. Two years later, when the political situation reverts, soldiers cross the mountains and takes Michael away from Grusha, charging her with kidnapping the child.

Grusha and Natella must appear in court to fight for custody of the child. Since the uprising during which the governor was overthrown, Azdak has been presiding as Judge. He is a rascal whose judicial decisions are guided not by the letter of the law, but instead by bribes and his own ideas of justice. The unconventional judge ultimately devises an unconventional scheme to decide who should be given the child – the test of the chalk circle. The results of this test convinces Azdak to award the boy to Grusha.

Review:

The play starts off with a beautiful dance scene choreographed by Mr. Hamzah Tahir himself. I personally think the first scene was superb. All of the movements are synchronized and followed the beat accordingly. I am amazed with the fact that the entire script was adapted into Bahasa Malaysia and it has reached its highest standard in terms of delivering the message to the audience.

All of the casts and crews that were involved in the process had given up their 100 percent in making sure that showcase is at its highest point. Since Saturday was their second show, i can totally understand the fact that some of them were starting to show the sign of fatigue. But, they managed to cover it with the jokes and ad-libs that appeared in the middle of the show.

Even though the show started off quite slow during the first part, i personally think that they had managed to make a spectacular comeback during the second part right after the intermission. Plus, the 1Malaysian element that was slipped in the show managed to capture and sent a direct message towards the audience.

However, the singing from the narrator somehow had put the show into an awkward moment. I don't know whether the narrator was meant to sing like that (its totally out of tune) or maybe it was entirely done with a purpose. The set that was constructed for the play was superbly cool and it has also achieved its true purpose which is to make the audience felt like they were in the play as well as the cast. Kudos to those who are involved directly and indirectly with the showcase. In overall, i would give 3.5 out 5 for it.

Algorithm and me dont get along that well..Trust me

I strongly believe that i ll never understand women even if i ever got the chance to understand them. Even if i were given extra time to study them...Trust me, it ll never work. Why do i say this? Maybe its because sometimes deep down inside of me, i truly want to understand how women work..But in reality, i personally think its just a waste of time.

In fact, half of my life up until now are spent on trying to figure out how their algorithm work. To make things much more worse, i am totally bad with math...Bad combination i guess..Hoho..tonight it was my first time that i got rejected by approaching a girl in a club...Even though it sucks but i felt glad because i finally had the balls to face my worst enemy which is myself..Still, me and ma hommies had a lot of fun together (like any other Saturday night, we party like there is no tomorrow)..Later, we went down to cool ourselves down at Nz Garden and we literally got to cool ourselves (Thanks to the downpour at 4 o'clock in the morning)

I dont think even our whole life are put into a series of committment in learning to understand women, we wont be able to figure out just how complicated they are...Like what Ida Nerina said in 'Sepet', " You dont have to understand us, your main job is to love us" (lebih kurang macam tuh la)..Owh ya forgot to mention about 'Lingkaran Kapur Putih'..I ll do that in my next entry..

This is me..i am out

The end of Ramadhan

Ya ha..it is time for me to throw some crap in my blog again. For your information, i had just been retrenched from the language center last friday. The management told me that the language center will not be needing any extra instructor for their next session because there is a big possibility that the number of students are small because of Aidilfitri.

I had to admit that when i heard the news, i was quite shocked because i totally think that they (Language House) are going to take me in for the permanent position. However, deep down inside my heart, i had predicted or fore-seen that this is coming in for me. Hell, i was a disappointed because i really like working over there. Mainly because of the environment. Plus, that place has thought me how fun teaching can be. I also managed to confirm about how compassionate i can be towards people that i barely knew.

The people at the language center was very supportive when i told them about the bad news. A gazzillion thanks to Frank and Yoga for willing to lend me a hand by giving me all the adverts so that i can start looking for my next job in other language center in Kuala Lumpur. Hopefully, the language center will call me back in during October and offer me back the job.

To tell you the truth, i do not think that i am ready to let go of that place yet. But, i personally think that this is part of God's plan. Maybe He has something bigger in stored for me. I also think and take this retrenchment as an opportunity to start focusing back on my past which seems never really leave me up until now. Its my Academic Exercise. I think it is time for me to look back on it and start planning to do it again. This time, by hook or by crook, i will finish what i have started 5 years ago.

This Ramadhan trully is a blessing for me. Hopefully, with Syawal is just around the corner, i will find what i have been looking for in my life. At least, i want to start some where so that i can see even a glimpse of changes in my life..

This is me..i am out..

My second attempt

This is my second attempt to write a poem,

Though it may sound lousy and cheesy,

I still think that it is perky.

This life seems so obscure,

With people rushing just to open the door,

I try to offer my hand,

But the only thing i get is just another chance to be ignored.

Some people are learning ABCs,

While other thought that they are busier than bees,

Of all the things i said before,

Only a few of them choose to stay and implore

Heck, they can be what they want to be,

A bee, busy bees or diddly-bimbo-bees,

I ll sit here waiting for people,

To let me offer my hand to open the door

Sleepless Moron

Great Teacher Syameer

Ya ha..Today is my first day of formal teaching in the Language House. Yes, i am currently teaching at the Language House. The management decided to put me under probation period for 3 weeks to see whether i am competent enough to teach English.

I am very happy with that because at least they are willing to give me a shot to prove myself. Hopefully, within these three weeks, i will be able to put all of my effort and commitment towards my teaching so that i ll get the permanent status working at the language center.

Today was quite hectic for me because i had to teach the students who are at the beginner level. However, not all of the students that are in that class are in the beginner level. Some of them are basically learning how to write the alphabets and pronounce it correctly.

I am very concern with 3 of the students that are in this class. It is because they have to start from zero because this is their first time learning English. To make things much worse, one of the students is having problem with his speech and his ability to listen. Mainly because of his disability (deaf). I am quite shocked having to learn this on my first day of teaching. As a result i have to pay extra attention to his because he 'lips read' every single words that are uttered by me.

I will try to figure out ways that i can do in order to help him to learn better in class. Owhh..by the way, the student's name is Idorenyin. He is from Nigeria.

Well, i guess this is it for tonight. I am off to prepare my lesson plan.

I am out!!

Remains of The Day

I believe that we are all bound to do something in our life. Our existence cannot just be a coincidence. Here and back again, i am still pondering upon the meaning in every single moves that i made. Its hard to understand the decisions that i had already made when even i myself are having a hard time to interpret the it.

However, the call has been made and there is no turning back.

I am in a deep shit right now. There is a big chance that i am going to lose my bestfriends.

I just don't know how i am going to get out from this shit.

I really need help.

Even though other things that are happening in my life are starting to take its place in a very logical manner.

Still, the troubles keeps on pushing me to the edge up to a point where it will not budge itself.

I guess i need to start ignoring things that are seem important to me but in reality, it is not.

But the more i am putting my effort in getting away from it, the more it will find itself the way to seek me and grab me from behind. God..i really need some guidance. I know that i have been ignoring YOU lately. But, please...

May this Ramadhan will be the best Ramadhan that i have ever experience in my entire life. Amin.

A change that i believe in..

Yesterday was my very first formal interview with the Language House. I was pretty excited with the fact that my interviewee was quite fond of me (in a professional way). In fact, she was willing to give a chance to prove myself to her by doing mock teaching next Thursday. I cannot afford to blow this chance up. Hopefully, with enough preparation, i will be able to pull this one out.

As for me life, i personally think that things are starting to fall into places. I had already finished up with my registration for my course and the bill was also settled by the money that i collected from working with Aifos. Here and back again, i am still considering a few things that have been wandering on my mind lately. Its a few things that are important and not important at the same time i guess.

In the next few hours, i am about to attend to another interview session with Mesiniaga. I do not particularly know what post that i am applying for. However, if the post is a promising one that can lead to the advancement in my life, i would be very much consider the possibility of working with this big shot company. Thanks to abu for his help in this dire moment. Wakakakaka.

Well, the best part is the fact that Ramadhan is opening its curtain in just a few weeks more. A good chance for me to start my diet. Wakakaka. And..also my the time to ask some forgiveness for the shitloads that i had done for the past a few months ago. Seriously, i just do not know when this period will end. I just hope that its not that far to go back being the person that i used to be. But maybe i ll bring back some of the new experiences that i gained during this not so good period.

I guess that is it for now. I ll hit back the desk when i am ready and have some new thought to put on..As usual, this sleepless moron is still having a hard time to get some decent sleep. ;P

I am out..

How insolent of me!!

Ya ha..its 4.39 am in the morning but i still can't sleep as usual. Maybe it is because of Insomnia. Either way, i am still unemployed with lots of things on my mind. But, as usual, i am not going and moving any where. God, seriously, i don't know how it happened but i sure do hope that the ending is great. However, even a seven year old kid can predict my future if i don't start doing anything right now. Sooner or later, there is a big chance that i ll be engulfed by my own stupidity and enormous amount of procrastination that resides in me.

Owh. I had a fight with my mom last Sunday. The fault was on me. I borrowed her car and promised to return it by 11 p.m But i went on for supper with ma hommies in Kuchai Lama (Ibrahim Maju) and it went on up until 1 am. Heck, when i got back home, my dad was waiting for me in front of his lappy. He asked me where did i go? And i answered "Late night supper with Man and Abu". Tomorrow morning, as i had predicted, my mom straight away stormed into my room asking for her car keys. Well, she babbled about how i promised to return the car on time but failed to keep it. I was too sleepy to notice her and went on to continue with my nap.

After that, when she came back homw that evening, she gave me the 'LOOK' and did not even bothered answering my question. Heck! with my BIG EGO, i took my helmet, bag and straight away went out (without the usual ritual that i had for my mother before i went out). I got on my superbike and ride like a mad man on rampage. Obviously it was i mistake because i broke what i had promised her. But, still, she didn't have to act like that. Just a simple lecture would do the trick. I hate hearing people babbling about small things. Its not like i used the car to smuggle drugs or something. (I wish i had, at least its worth the scolding that i had for it :p).

I guess, i better apologize to her quickly. I don't want things to get colder if i keep it too long.Maybe i'll text her tomorrow. Or maybe i won't.

Justice is served!!

Ya ha..last week was like the craziest week i had..From the fight to insignificant drunkard that i had to take care off just because i had confessed to her that i actually like her. Well, life goes on as usual..I can consider myself as way past over the 'things' i had for that girl. Huraayyyy!! Okay..Enough babbling..Right now..i want to talk about what me and my hommies had discussed during our late supper last night.

The topic was about BROS before WHOS. The idea is seemed demented to me. The truth is guys would normally go for their friendship in any cases especially when it comes to an inch with girl's issue. What i was discussing with Hazman and Abu last night really opened up our mind and elevate our cognitive ability into a new level. You can consider it as an upgrade. The problem is why guys would always choose their bond and respect over their friendship above all else. I mean, sometimes, guys tend to neglect what is the right thing to do. They are more focusing on protecting themselves in the pack.

For an example, a guy wants to have fun in the 'usual' manner takes a girl that his group just barely knew. The problem arises from the start because that guy already has a girlfriend and he just want to mess up another girl's life by sweeping her off her feet. The dilemma starts when the girl fall for the guy and starts asking opinions from his fellow so-called brothers. We did not actually have the guts to say "Okay, he is in a relationship with a girl.i.e: he already has a girlfriend." The usual scenario would be the other way around. 99.9 percent would be us backing up our own friend that he can get laid and leave the girl to rot and die for all that he cares because his 'needs' are already fulfilled.

To me, its like the dirtiest thing that a guy can ever do in his life. Messing up a girl's life and his friends' life. Even though if the pack can actually predict what is going to happen, still we keep on giving our back to our friends just so he can use it as the way he see fits. I told to myself why we should have this kind of mindset? Its already 2009. We need a change in life and so does our mindset. A body cannot survive without the mind. So in a sense, if you cannot think, you are nothing more than a pile of shit that cannot do a thing.

The fact that we never had the guts to pull the trigger might even cost us more in the future. And if history was right, the result would be holocaust. It would destroy the very foundation of human which is doing what is right. I would say if the facts are there, the evidence points to one direction, what more could we say and do? Just pull the trigger and let justice be served. Let this be a quick and hard reminder that no matter what the reasons are, we need to what is right even we are putting our friendship on the line. A bold reminder to myself in the future..

The Eternal Sunshine on a Spotless Mind

Ya ha!!!..Its time for me to pour on some more crap in this episode..Wakakaka..Well, first, i jz did the most brilliant decision jz a few hours ago..I actually confess to that girl..Yea2..I know its a bit too late..but hey, better late than never right..Wakakak..And to tell the truth, i am a bit glad and proud with what i have done..Hee~. Hell, i am not expecting her to break up with my best fren and chose me instead..But i am expecting her to understand the real reason behind everything that i have done for the past few days...Hopefully, she will understand and most probably try to adapt to the situation..

Hurm, come to think of it, i was sad (Come on la, i am guy but that doesn't mean that i cannot tell what my feelings are..I am human too...DUHH!!) What i am feeling right now can be considered as something that is normal..So i was hoping that things will change starting from tomorrow. Hopefully, i can get her out of my mind..I know its hard..But, nothing is easy (Cliche gle!). I managed to talk with Adeb and told her about everything. She is one of the best friend that i have ever had in my entire life. (Jgn kembang Adeb, aq sepak punggungmu nnt :p). She managed to talk in some sense into me and it really felt good. I mean, i get to share my problem with my friend. I know it sounded cheesy and everything. But, that is the good thing about having a friend at your side especially at times like this.

Well, i guess now there are no particular reasons for me to get involve in this complicated and mind bursting relationship because i know its not going to work. So might as well i just move on and try to jump into another relationship or just put some effort into getting to know some new people. Hehehehe.. Maybe, i ll try straight away starting from tomorrow. Socialized more and i strongly and evidently believe that i ll be on the right track. I also need to put some effort and focus on completing my FYP (Final Year Project) if i were adamant to graduate and start on with my new life. Honestly speaking, i think, eventhough i am a bit thorough and contented with my current life, i still think that there are still many way to live it to the fullest....Hopefully, time will reveal what the future has to offer for me..

Sleepless moron part 2

Hell..this thing has been bothering me for the past few days..And to tell the truth,i fuckin HATE IT..why me? WHY?..Of all the people in this whole world, why me? Did i do something fckin stOOOOpid in my previous life (if there was a previous life)..I have been in this situation like more than 3 times kot..Seriously, its like it was written on my damn forehand (YOU ARE BOUND TO FALL IN LOVE WITH UR BESTFRENZ'S GIRL)...What the heck!! Give me a break..I was jz about to alter my mindset not to fall in love and remain fuckin single for this whole god damn year!!!..Then, suddenly, the feeling jz struck out of nowhere..I don't know which one is more pathethic..Is it the fact i was blessed with this curse or is it jz because i feel sorry for that girl..Damn..if there was ever a time that i need help..now would be great..I don't want to ruin everything jz because i had to entertain this feeling inside me..

I am not trying to be overrated or maybe i am..I jz spent 4 days with her and already i am in love with her..Jeez..it felt like fake..but i know that i can't stop thinking bout her..Damn..CURSE MYSELF....even though i had already talked bout this with one of my friends, the fact is..i jz can't get her out of my mind..I don't want to betray my fren..If only the solution is simple as CTRL ALT F4..then i guess i won't have to be mumbling bout this whole crap on the internet...I had try all of the options given by my frenz..but none of it seems to work..Maybe i was not trying hard enough..or maybe i refuse to let her go..I don't know whether my fren is going to take care of her or she is jz another victim that soon will learn about her own fate the hard way..I can't tell her about my frenz..It would be like BACK STABBING him straight on..I had experienced it once..Believe me..It was not great..AT ALL..In fact, i almost lose the whole pack..Luckily, the bond that me and ma hommies shared since our secondary time hold us together..

Is it wrong if i jz want to protect her..or maybe i jz should give my frenz a chance..who knows..He might change for gud this time..But what if what ever that is on my mind is right..Then, i had to blame myself forever for not protecting her by disclosing whatever that she should know..Its her right..RIGHT?

Sleepless moron

Ya ha..this is my first entry..hurray!!!!..Congratz to myself for having the time to create this blog jz so that i can share craps on the internet....Anyway, how cool can it be..we can actually say about anything on the internet and get comments from the reader..That is if only there are any readers who are actually have enough time to waste on reading the craps that you have to offer them. With a condition, the crap that u want to tell them must be interesting enough for you to actually attract them to read it..wakakakkakaka..

Well, here goes nothing..first thing first, i want to talk about my new fucking life that i had to endured since last Nov (2008). Well, at first, it started off jz as a part time activity for me and ma hommies. But now, it seems that we are kinda like on a rampage to destroy ourselves and at the same time enjoying every moment of it..How ironic can it be if i were to look upon it from time to time. Yet, we still keep on moving and keeping on a fix commitment to it without fail. Hell, i dont even know whether is there going to be any full stop to what we are doing right now or not. Sometimes, i wished that we had never made the stupid decision to change our life..but hell, the decision had already been made and now, the only thing that is left is for us to make major adjustment so that we will not be entirely consumed by our own stupidness. Still, there are some good things that we managed to plunder from all of this..Me and ma hommies managed to make a lot of frenz along the way..The best part is when our new frenz turned to be our foes at the end of it..i mean, not all of our new frenz..jz a few of them..Its not something that we cant handle..Its jz that things are happening so fast that we failed to construct a proper blue print on how to handle this kinda stuff..

Another bad thing that i managed to get from my new life is that i keep on procrastinating on my fucking final project paper..Which something that should have been completed by me months ago..What an ass of me for not planning to do my work early..Either way, the result is already out and i had received my punishment..Its time to learn that nothing works the way we want it to be..But at least we should give our best in doin it..And i must say that i didn't gave my best in that 'PART'...So the result is another semester for me to suffer alone in that forsaken place..Come to think of it, its not bad after all..Jz my mind playing tricks on me..wakakakkaka..(YEAH RITE)...Well, i guess, this is the end of my first entry..Tune in next time for another crap from me..( My next entry would be about how i actually fall for a girl and never did had the chance to actually confess to her..How fuck is that..To make things worst, that girl went on into a relationship with one of my best fren..DAMN...MY BIGGEST FUCKIN mistake..)