Great Teacher Syameer

Ya ha..Today is my first day of formal teaching in the Language House. Yes, i am currently teaching at the Language House. The management decided to put me under probation period for 3 weeks to see whether i am competent enough to teach English.

I am very happy with that because at least they are willing to give me a shot to prove myself. Hopefully, within these three weeks, i will be able to put all of my effort and commitment towards my teaching so that i ll get the permanent status working at the language center.

Today was quite hectic for me because i had to teach the students who are at the beginner level. However, not all of the students that are in that class are in the beginner level. Some of them are basically learning how to write the alphabets and pronounce it correctly.

I am very concern with 3 of the students that are in this class. It is because they have to start from zero because this is their first time learning English. To make things much worse, one of the students is having problem with his speech and his ability to listen. Mainly because of his disability (deaf). I am quite shocked having to learn this on my first day of teaching. As a result i have to pay extra attention to his because he 'lips read' every single words that are uttered by me.

I will try to figure out ways that i can do in order to help him to learn better in class. Owhh..by the way, the student's name is Idorenyin. He is from Nigeria.

Well, i guess this is it for tonight. I am off to prepare my lesson plan.

I am out!!

Remains of The Day

I believe that we are all bound to do something in our life. Our existence cannot just be a coincidence. Here and back again, i am still pondering upon the meaning in every single moves that i made. Its hard to understand the decisions that i had already made when even i myself are having a hard time to interpret the it.

However, the call has been made and there is no turning back.

I am in a deep shit right now. There is a big chance that i am going to lose my bestfriends.

I just don't know how i am going to get out from this shit.

I really need help.

Even though other things that are happening in my life are starting to take its place in a very logical manner.

Still, the troubles keeps on pushing me to the edge up to a point where it will not budge itself.

I guess i need to start ignoring things that are seem important to me but in reality, it is not.

But the more i am putting my effort in getting away from it, the more it will find itself the way to seek me and grab me from behind. God..i really need some guidance. I know that i have been ignoring YOU lately. But, please...

May this Ramadhan will be the best Ramadhan that i have ever experience in my entire life. Amin.

A change that i believe in..

Yesterday was my very first formal interview with the Language House. I was pretty excited with the fact that my interviewee was quite fond of me (in a professional way). In fact, she was willing to give a chance to prove myself to her by doing mock teaching next Thursday. I cannot afford to blow this chance up. Hopefully, with enough preparation, i will be able to pull this one out.

As for me life, i personally think that things are starting to fall into places. I had already finished up with my registration for my course and the bill was also settled by the money that i collected from working with Aifos. Here and back again, i am still considering a few things that have been wandering on my mind lately. Its a few things that are important and not important at the same time i guess.

In the next few hours, i am about to attend to another interview session with Mesiniaga. I do not particularly know what post that i am applying for. However, if the post is a promising one that can lead to the advancement in my life, i would be very much consider the possibility of working with this big shot company. Thanks to abu for his help in this dire moment. Wakakakaka.

Well, the best part is the fact that Ramadhan is opening its curtain in just a few weeks more. A good chance for me to start my diet. Wakakaka. And..also my the time to ask some forgiveness for the shitloads that i had done for the past a few months ago. Seriously, i just do not know when this period will end. I just hope that its not that far to go back being the person that i used to be. But maybe i ll bring back some of the new experiences that i gained during this not so good period.

I guess that is it for now. I ll hit back the desk when i am ready and have some new thought to put on..As usual, this sleepless moron is still having a hard time to get some decent sleep. ;P

I am out..